dear bloggers...

This is for all of those (non)bloggers who may be going through a hard time right now.

What do you do when you're as lonely as the wind?
Yes, the wind is lonely. Very much so.
Think of it- it blows, always shifting, always changing.
Always there but never noticed.
Barely there, but always a constant.

So, when you're as lonely as the wind,
You are always there, but no one notices.
You could slip away unnoticed, and nobody would care.

So, what do you do?
Do you make a fool of yourself,
Doing stupid things that get you noticed,
But also gets you a bad reputation?

Do you withdraw completely,
Causing almost no changes and breaking your heart?

Or do you simply stay there,
Never quite content with the situation,
Until you just can't take it anymore?

Tears will fall while you try to find the answer.
Sleepless nights will me spent pacing the floor of your room,
Which will become as cold and unforgiving as a dungeon cell.

Nothing will be familiar.
Everything is alien.
Your tortured soul will plead for an escape,
While your face protects your dignity with a mask of steel,
Immovable and unyielding.

Eventually, your heart will fall prey to the same fate.
Cold as stone, you will lock all those who have and have not hurt you out
You will become cool and distant.
Your once warm relationships a cold, calculating operation,
Where you will try to gauge how much a person can give you,
And how much they will hurt you.

Your heart and your mind will engage in a fiery war,
Where your common sense and your wounded spirit will try to determine what you will become-
That is , a heartless creature, with no meaningful relationship, and who is governed by  anger,
Perhaps a person completely governed by their logic and has no feelings whatsoever.

What do you do?

You are confused.

And alone.

There is no one there to catch you.


To be continued......